Quitting has never felt so real before.Not quitting for greener pastures like some people are doing. But quitting because you just don't know how to make it better anymore.
Today, I just don't know how anymore. Maybe I'm not cut out. Maybe I should call it quits and said that I tried but I failed. This feeling is worse than when the kiddos made me cry on the second week of school. Then, I was sad but not despaired. I formulated my plans for the next day.
But today, I'm in total despair. I have no plans and I can't think of one. I feel like all the plans that I have tried, which seemed to work initially, is just going down the drain.
Should I throw in the towel before they throw the towel at me?
3 comments:
ok i dont normally say this. because i'm your sister and we dont do this kinda thing.
but i honestly think you're stronger than you think you are. i've seen you go through worse things than teenagers and come out better than ever.
you teenagers! better watch out ah! think my sister is a doormat is it?!you have another think coming. i'd be scared if i were you..
grrrrr.
hi Rai, you are doing perfectly well and don't despair just yet...... it takes a little time to figure the kids out nowadays but as long as it comes from the heart, they will be convinced and swayed in your direction! (of course it helps when your colleagues devise strategies for you!) Hang in there, gal!
Love Pauline
These were beautiful, girls. Truly appreciated.
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